Blood Orange
Autumn moon bloody revolt is unwrapping the sky orange riot like a motherfucker and I am swing seat fresh yearning sweet on her slinging myself senseless into pendulum eye, ladder, and rope. Come harvest time, I bleed white noise pooling around two fingers, and the moon sweltering cool around scream is a disk in my throat. We steam-train across the tracks, across the cracks in the rinds of cities once ancient now dripping fust tripping up tardy over other eyes burying us dead soaking wet between jagged rock and fall. I am a body of sighs beneath you, but everything is February and pebble-skinned like the muffled moon and the crisp of your tread is red-hot simmer and sprawl skimming across a stomach of stone. Vanishing Point
Paint-smell. Black aprons and a blue sketchbook. The giant press which we weren't allowed near. An older boy flecking away at a gathering of spanners, clamps, screwdrivers and other such tools for a lino print–there, somewhere in the background. All I was trying was one-point perspective. Indicate plane, set vanishing point, draw out some parallel lines. I knew even then I could never be a draughtsman– What could I make real, or just to look it?–and yet did better, given time, with colouring pencil. I remember an artfully-mad mess of my dad's ties overtaking a double-page, and then you'd turn to see my owl-face, haunted by dissolving into so many shapes. I wasn't there, though. Loyally I sat and practiced my perspective. A quick fuck in the background. He'd nicked a finger, I think. |
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